I've tried to find that feeling again
I've looked at old connections
although some were half a world away.
I thought I might've found it for a while
But like a sunny day, the clouds came again.
I don't know if I'll ever find it again
the scars linger.
I'm not the same person when I felt it last.
I'm harder now.
I'm less trusting... maybe.
I don't want to give up searching
even if it means looking far away.
But for now
I'll just take each day
Hope that someone returns that feeling
to me once again.